Kol Nidrei
Sometimes I go to a service
5,000 people at the Jacob Javits Center
hear Kol Nidre three times
in a gigantic room on top of the Hudson River
sometimes I sit on the brown couch in our orange living
room listening to John Zorn or a Famous Cantor
on my laptop an arbitrary decision no solid reasons
behind the way I listen the way I repent the way I say sorry